Life

I've been loving you for quite some time...

I'm Glad U Came.

Sandi ... DiWilliams

So I have this friend...she makes cupcakes...which if you scroll back you'll see the link and some samples. (Shameless plug for a friend!..hey we've all done it!) BUT the reason for this is Sandi is quite the writer. Very witty...check this out...you have my word you wont be disappointed.

No better words...

If I never lost my mind, then I never would have followed my heart.

Nothing casual about it.

I don't need to know where you've been - I just need to know that you're in.

Thanksgiving

He's not that mean in real life. He cries at sad movies...shhh dont tell him I told you!

#family

Where have you been all of my life?!?

I promise..

#Truth

Sigh....

Always.

Honesty

The Third Letter

Good morning, on July 7
Though still in bed, my thoughts go out to you, my Immortal Beloved, now and then joyfully, then sadly, waiting to learn whether or not fate will hear us - I can live only wholly with you or not at all - Yes, I am resolved to wander so long away from you until I can fly to your arms and say that I am really at home with you, and can send my soul enwrapped in you into the land of spirits - Yes, unhappily it must be so - You will be the more contained since you know my fidelity to you. No one else can ever possess my heart - never - never - Oh God, why must one be parted from one whom one so loves. And yet my life in V is now a wretched life - Your love makes me at once the happiest and the unhappiest of men - At my age I need a steady, quiet life - can that be so in our connection? My angel, I have just been told that the mailcoach goes every day - therefore I must close at once so that you may receive the letter at once - Be calm, only by a calm consideration of our existence can we achieve our purpose to live together - Be calm - love me - today - yesterday - what tearful longings for you - you - you - my life - my all - farewell. Oh continue to love me - never misjudge the most faithful heart of your beloved.
ever thine
ever mine
ever ours

Drugs.

There are those moments of life that I'll always remember. Not because they were important but because you were there with me.

You Belong with Me.

For you, there'll be no more crying,
For you, the sun will be shining,
And I feel that when I'm with you,
It's alright, I know it's right

To you, I'll give the world
To you, I'll never be cold
'Cause I feel that when I'm with you,
It's alright, I know it's right.

And the songbirds are singing,
Like they know the score,
And I love you, I love you, I love you,
Like never before.

And I wish you all the love in the world,
But most of all, I wish it from myself.

And the songbirds keep singing,
Like they know the score,
And I love you, I love you, I love you,
Like never before, like never before.

The Second Letter

Evening, Monday, July 6 You are suffering, my dearest creature - only now have I learned that letters must be posted very early in the morning on Mondays to Thursdays - the only days on which the mail-coach goes from here to K. - You are suffering - Ah, wherever I am, there you are also - I will arrange it with you and me that I can live with you. What a life!!! thus!!! without you - pursued by the goodness of mankind hither and thither - which I as little want to deserve as I deserve it - Humility of man towards man - it pains me - and when I consider myself in relation to the universe, what am I and what is He - whom we call the greatest - and yet - herein lies the divine in man - I weep when I reflect that you will probably not receive the first report from me until Saturday - Much as you love me - I love you more - But do not ever conceal yourself from me - good night - As I am taking the baths I must go to bed - Oh God - so near! so far! Is not our love truly a heavenly structure, and also as firm as the vault of heaven?

B.A.M.

The First Letter

July 6, in the morning My angel, my all, my very self - Only a few words today and at that with pencil (with yours) - Not till tomorrow will my lodgings be definitely determined upon - what a useless waste of time - Why this deep sorrow when necessity speaks - can our love endure except through sacrifices, through not demanding everything from one another; can you change the fact that you are not wholly mine, I not wholly thine - Oh God, look out into the beauties of nature and comfort your heart with that which must be - Love demands everything and that very justly - thus it is to me with you, and to your with me. But you forget so easily that I must live for me and for you; if we were wholly united you would feel the pain of it as little as I - My journey was a fearful one; I did not reach here until 4 o'clock yesterday morning. Lacking horses the post-coach chose another route, but what an awful one; at the stage before the last I was warned not to travel at night; I was made fearful of a forest, but that only made me the more eager - and I was wrong. The coach must needs break down on the wretched road, a bottomless mud road. Without such postilions as I had with me I should have remained stuck in the road. Esterhazy, traveling the usual road here, had the same fate with eight horses that I had with four - Yet I got some pleasure out of it, as I always do when I successfully overcome difficulties - Now a quick change to things internal from things external. We shall surely see each other soon; moreover, today I cannot share with you the thoughts I have had during these last few days touching my own life - If our hearts were always close together, I would have none of these. My heart is full of so many things to say to you - ah - there are moments when I feel that speech amounts to nothing at all - Cheer up - remain my true, my only treasure, my all as I am yours. The gods must send us the rest, what for us must and shall be - Your faithful LUDWIG.

Love

Sexy...

Say it...

"Its not how you start.. Its how you finish."

Jackson

KONY 2012

Happy New Year

"To accomplish great things, we must not only act, but also dream; not only plan, but also believe."

50 Things that make me happy.

1. Oreos.

2. Having a sense of purpose in life.

3. Having a family that loves me no matter what and knowing that they will be there for me when I need them.

4. Knowing that my Mom is being taken care of.

5. Knowing that I can afford to support myself.

6. Having friends who put up with me, even though I drive them crazy sometimes - hell I drive myself crazy sometimes

7. Being able to make a difference - being able to know that there are days that I do make a difference.

8. Buying any book that I want, whenever I want to then actually reading it - I LOVE IT

9. Sitting on the sofa and watching tv with a cup of tea/coffee. It often feels like heaven.

10. Going into Anne's office and saying "I value you" She laughs - we both know its a kiss ass comment but we both also know there is a little truth behind it.

11. Housewives of New Jersey. Do I need to say more?

12. Learning something new.

13. Laughing til I cry.

14. Being given a compliment, particularly when I’m feeling down.

15. Having someone say Yes to me when I was sure that they would say No.

16. Being proud of myself and of others.

17. Going to see a movie with my best friend.

18. Being asked for advice because someone respects my opinion.

19. Sleeping in on a Saturday morning and not having any plans for the day.

20. Feeling free.

21. Going for a walk with no destination in mind.

22. Knowing that I have invested in my future and my retirement funds are growing daily.

23. Laying in bed with no plans to get out of it for the day.

24. Receiving money in the mail or my Paypal account unexpectedly except that time when mo sent me money from her country! haa

25. Watching Hope Floats.

26. Getting an email from a friend telling me how something I’ve said has helped them.

27. An unexpected hug from my little guy

28. The smell of the ocean

29. Being pleasantly surprised by someone special.

30. Doing what I want, when I want to.

31. Going to California

32. Going out to dinner with friends.

33. Flowers.

34. Hearing I've done well at work.

35. Receiving a phone call from a friend out of the blue and talking to them for hours.

36. Knowing I'm smart even though I dont act like it.

37. Being responsible for my own happiness. It’s kind of circular, I know. But, it’s also true.

38. Reliving some of the moments I spent travelling with my friends.

39. Knowing that no matter what, I will figure things out.

40. Sitting at the kitchen table drinking a glass of wine with Dino and his parents.

41. Spending time with my mom.

42. Eating new types of food.

43. Going to places I've never been.

44. Rocking out in my car and then seeing other drivers laughing at me.

45. Being asked to guest-speak at sites. It makes me happy just when they ask.

46. Attending a concert of one of my favorite singers.

47. Having clean, crisp sheets on my bed.

48. Having supportive friends who give me great advice when I particularly need it.

49. Being appreciated at work and feeling that what I do makes a difference to them.

50. Learning from my past mistakes and growing as a person.